In a nutshell, much to my friends delight and excitment, I am auditioning for the Fall semester for 2010 for AMDA in NYC. (It's a year away, but go with me here) My voice teacher seems to think I have a very good chance of getting in into the intergrated conservatory (...and because they accept almost everyone. But that's beside the point).
However, I have that inward debate in me...
Stay home and get an actual degree at ASU (B.A. in Theatre with an Acting Concentration), not take any music classes as I'm not music theatre and am not part of the School of Music, take just acting classes my last two years, and have a cheaper tuition.
OR.
Leave my hometown and go to New York and get a Performance Certificate, actually study sight-singing, take MT classes, and pay complete bank for two years. (and possibly take creative writing online.)
My heart is telling me to go for it, that I'll regret it if I don't. I've wanted to go here since I was a junior in high school... But at the same time, there's that "college is what you make of it" playing like a broken record in my head. My dad is telling me to graduate ASU then go to AMDA... That I can't make a living as an actor (... yet he's totally cool with what I'm doing now, so long as I'm taking a creative writing workshop. Whatever. I know it's tough- everything is nowadays!); honestly, he is doing it so I get upset and fired up and prove to him how much I want this.
So now I'm scholarship hunting as each semester there is about 13,000 something (26,000 something a year, plus 3,000 for housing) yet I wonder if it is a waste. ASU graduates in the Fine Arts go on to become teachers. All I have heard of is a girl who is the Glinda s/b (I think) on the 2nd Wicked tour who attended University of Arizona (but they're insanely up themselves as a MT program...) And. Really. I am so tired of this heat and weather. I almost faint from heat exhaustion each summer and fainted in my dorm hallway from mild dehydration and I drink water like a freakin fish.
(And there is just so much going on in the city that I wish I could be there for and I know AZ isn't cool on yet. And I'm off on a total tangent!)
So what I'm trying to say is: In my situation, what would you do, honestly?